yellow people.
first of all, selamat hari raya to all muslims.

went to visit mum again this morning with bro and aunt.
televisit this time.
cool or what?
the prison link centre at toa payoh was cool but the service sucks.
just imagine, we reached as early as 8.15 to register for our 9.05 visit.
but sadly, the people who register after us, get to go into the visit cubicle first.
i was like, cb!
my aunt put on a 'mask' and ask politely, when is our turn.
then that rude fatso lady officer said that, "we are dealing with many visitors, so must wait for the cwp to call us first before we can let u in".
my aunt return to her seat crusing and swearing.
i feel like writing a feedbackform about their stupid service and wanted to introduce a 'FIRST COME, FIRST SERVE' service.
that would be great.


almost 9.15 then the male officer called my aunt name, which means our turn.
me, bro and aunt race to room 13.
settle ourselves...and waited for my mum to appeare on the so-called tv screen.
kinda jakon.
so as usual we talked.
mummy is getting more chubby as compared to last time.
more preetaye!
tho she had a little confessions to make.
she's pregnant!
i was like....huh! shocked and the same time excited to have new sibling.
not yet knew whether its a girl or a boy.
hmm. would not like to elaborate much on that further.
then during the last 5 mins, i would like to take the oppurtunity to beg forgiveness from her and wish her happy belated 38th birthday and selamat hari raya.
past years i have done much that hurt her feelings.
her also would like to beg forgiveness from me that she had not been a good mother to her children.
that was the part that i cried.
in fact, raya this year wasn't the same without her.
usually mothers would be busy cooking malam raya for raya dishes.
usually she yang sibuk2 persiapan raya.
but this year, she can't do that.
i miss that bossy sexy side of her.
but what can i do.
i hve accept the fact that she is in there.
i've forgive her a long time ago.
busuk2 mana pun' dier tetap mak aku kan.
i redha.
i send her card raya and she replied it with a long letter.
the last 10 seconds i wave good bye to her.
and said that i love hr.
as expected she cried again.
then 5..4..3..2..1..-------
she was gone.
i left the room with a heavy heart.
her court case asyik kene postpone je.
all i can do is just wait.


and wait.......

Labels: imy, mummy.